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locked. [Saturday September 6th, 2008 at 4:48am] waddup? 316 cmnt

[Tuesday December 11th, 2007 at 9:51pm] I wish I wrote in this more but I never find the motivation and I always find it necessary to omit details. I'm kind of a wreck and between highschool, soccer, work, college, and friends it's such a mission to find any free time at all. Stress is getting the best of me and I'm suffering minor breakdowns on a daily basis but if I survive this week and next week then I'm basically in the clear for the entire year. Let's just hope things go smoothly and I really don't want to jynx anything. I've learned that I'm really not a big fan of being alone and I just want someone to come lay with me and cuddle. I need to be careful who I talk to and how I talk to them because I can already predict myself making a mess in the near future. I hate to admit it but I miss Codi, fuck. 2 cmnt

[Thursday November 1st, 2007 at 7:57pm] Someone please explain this to me because clearly it goes beyond my realm of comprehension. I honestly don't understand how a person could ignore calls from his ex-wife, mother, ex-girlfriend, and daughters. Really I have no fucking clue. Maybe I'll excuse him for ignoring the calls and e-mails of his ex-girlfriend, even though he had an obligation to pick up furniture but just never showed. I guess I can excuse him for ignoring the calls of his ex-wife, even though her voicemails pleaded with him to fill out the necessary paperwork for my college financial aid forms. I'll even excuse him for ignoring his mother's calls because, well, she's just kind of annoying. But it is not okay for him to ignore mine or my sister's phone calls. Nevermind the fact that he moved to Arizona and cheated on his girlfriend and SHE had to be the one to tell me they broke up. Nevermind the fact that he decides to call a few weeks ago, after 6 months sans communication, and act like nothing happened. Fine. I don't care. Whatever. But to screen my calls and delete my voicemails when I asked him to please call back and fill out the forms I need to qualify for financial aid, that is not fucking okay. Either something bad happened to him, or he's just the world's biggest asshole. I hate to admit it but I hoped the former was true; I didn't want to believe that he purposely ignored my. Now that he called my sister and completely avoided the subject and still refuses to call me back, I guess he really is just a big dick. And that just really fucking sucks. 1 cmnt

homecoming '07 [Sunday October 21st, 2007 at 8:55pm] ( was fun ) 4 cmnt

senior year. [Monday October 15th, 2007 at 10:14pm] Someone please explain to me how it's already been 5 weeks of school. That means we're one eigth of the way through senior year and it feels like it hasn't even started yet. As per usual my days are packed with school and work and class and procrastination which I guess explains why time is moving by so quickly. My weekends are a struggle to balance Culver City and Santa Monica; lately SM has been winning but Culver seems to be making a bit of a comeback. I hate college applications but who doesn't? I can't for the life of me write these stupid essays but I really need to suck it up and get my shit done. Boys? C seems to be the letter of the month but I'm not expecting anything with anyone to work out. I'm just proud of myself for finally saying "no" to that pesky boy who's been around for the past 2+ years. Basically I'm in over my head and stress is going to kill me soon but for now I'm happy and having fun, there's so much to look foward to! The rest of October: 16 school, assembly rehearsal, mother's birthday dinner 17 school, assembly rehearsal, get hair done 18 school/homecoming assembly, hollister, psychology 052 19 school, homecoming game!! 20 Homecoming dance!!!!! 21 CPK, hollister 22 school, hollister, business 001 23 school, CPK 24 school 25 school, hollister, psychology 052 26 culver vs. samohi football 27 cpk, beerfest? 28 cpk, hollister 29 school, hollister, business 001 midterm 30 school, cpk, sleepover at LBR's 31 halloween at SAMOHI! I'm running a cross country meet the first of november then the rest of the month will be consumed by soccer, in addition to everything else. Welcome to my life, love you all. 4 cmnt

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